bright eyes

i want to know if you can be alone with yourself. and if you truly like the company you keep in the empty moments.

it was a good life. it just was not my life, the life my soul intended or needed to live.

i miss your random kisses

Just beacuse you were happy with him, doesn't mean you can't be happy without him.Forever is a long, long time, and time has a way of changing things.

stopping to reflect

its been too long!

today i finally got a chance to just sit and not have something to do or somewhere to be.
since the start off this year so much has happened it crazy, change, change, change.

all i can do is spin, spin, spin and laugh, laugh, laugh and hope to myself that it never stops.

i leave for Europe in two months from today!

i am so full of joy and mixed emotions.

i have been so busy working that i havent felt like ive had a chance to stop...

although...

the best part is no matter how busy you are, if you make time, you can still do the beautiful things in life like... bike rides around the city at night, drinking coffee and laughing over silly things, dressing up and sailing down creeks, meeting new people, admiring all the people out their on their little journeys, swimming in the ocean pretending your a mermaid, drinking wine, wine and more wine, missing people, loving people and being barefoot.

i have a list of things i have to do before i leave.
making its way to the top...

See my sister and nephew, give them a hug & kiss, tell them how much i love them.

x

strange and beautiful world

'The sight of the huge world puts mad ideas into me, as if I could wander away, wander forever, see strange and beautiful things, one after the other to the world's end. The freshness and wetness all about me made me feel that I had misjudged the world; it seemed kind, and laughing, as if its heart also danced. Who can feel ugly when the heart meets delight?'